8/16/07 HEY GUYS!!! Wow....I feel like I have totally neglected a child or something!!! I miss writing. SO much has happened
but I am officially down to 153, which is good because usually I go between 158 and 155 so I below my range!!!! YAY....I don't
even know where to begin. I am currently seperated from my husband and we are trying to start over. I left back in November
and we just starte to talk and see each other again. It's all scary and I am afraid of getting hurt. He is more afraid than
I am and rightfully so. I was the one who left in the first place. I just felt like I didn't know who I was. I someone ended
up in a job I hated and married. How the heck did I get there. I just needed to find myself. And now.....that is what he says
he needs to do. I am having a hard time being patient but it's what I have to do. Give him some time to heal and forgive.
I know we are meant to be together. We are Carrie and Mr. Big from Sex and the City lol...Anyways I am at work until 3 today.
I should probably get some work done. I will try and write more when I get home.